I'll be Thirty in 6 Months!!! I realized this on yesterday as I brought in the New Year. Wow! 2011...That seems so ODD. But, no matter how odd it seems....It's here and I'll be Thirty in 6 Months!!!
I have a slight bit of anxiety about turning 30....an early mid-life crisis maybe? This may sound strange, but it's quite normal for me. I've always been a bit dramatic, if you will. Although freaking out over turning 30 is a bit dramatic, It's very real to me! It's scary and it's real!
I guess I'm asking myself some of the obvious questions: Have I done enough? Am I successful? Am I happy? Did I make the right choices? Am I a good person? The answers: I don't know.
Join me as I embark on a journey in Learning Lauraill- who I really am, where I'm going and all the stuff in between. It's going to get interesting.............
If I must say so myself I feel that I can answer most of those questions that you asked of yourself. You are a great person, you have done tremendously well in your life, etc. However, my answers are not what matter the most. For me though the most important question to ask is "Have I fulfilled the will of God for my life?" I am now 32 years old (I think) and just now coming into the true knowledge of who I am. I have thought to myself, "boy that is terrible" but some people never come to understand who they are, and most importantly who they are in Christ. I am still seeking an answer and direction concerning my question. Blessings to you as you seek to answer yours. Your SISTER!
ReplyDeleteI am excited to follow you on this journey and hope all of your answers are available to you in some form or another.
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